Noooot really. I've just hit the stage where I've stopped screaming and started punching just anything that scares me that dares to come close in the face. I mean, after the shit that was done to my body I think hitting stuff is kinda justified, but...

[he shrugs his shoulders]

You know. I'm not some fearless superhero, just a guy who's scared as well. I'm just better at hiding it.