No. Someone there needs to understand how horrible they are. They won't change, but I'm not about to become complacent while they continue to torment me. They need to make amends for what they have done. I am not going to let go if they won't, that's unfair and unreasonable. They can't just destroy my life and get away with it, even if I'm only one person who refuses to let their actions be justified by their pitiful excuses every month. They don't even have the decency to apologize, and yet I'm the one in the wrong? What a joke. Of course, any time I express any sort of emotion, especially the negative ones, I get these sorts of reactions even when they're perfectly justified. I'm not going to stop hating them until they fix things. I hate them so much, and that's not my fault. It's THEIR fault for being here in the first place. You can't pin that on me.
[ the shorter, simpler sentences should be enough to indicate that yeah he mad but he's trying to keep it under control ]
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[ the shorter, simpler sentences should be enough to indicate that yeah he mad but he's trying to keep it under control ]