[He had to think for a moment, he didn't really mean it like THAT, but that may very well be true, the people he has met, the experiences he has gone through had helped...and as much as WANTED to be a good person, is it indeed that will alone that makes it so? How much of his efforts were really his own?

Anyway, he isn't going to have THAT conversation with someone he just met]

Well, I wouldn't put it like that exactly, I kinda found life dull before this, but now it's more exciting, even if it sometimes it's a scary "I might die" sort of thrill.

I don't think we have much to lose by looking, if it is there, we might figure our next step, if not, then we have to try to deal with all of you guys more directly.