[It really bothered him, honestly. On some primal level, Nic was feeling trapped and anxious. He didn't even want to leave, really, he just wanted the option to be available if he so chose.]

I gotta live a whole month like this...? God. I'm gonna need to keep myself fucked up all month or I'll lose my damn mind.

How come I ain't notice anything like this before...? [He had been from here, after all. Nothing like this ever happened as far as he knows. How confusing.]