[ He'll hold onto that promise, keeping his weapon out until the lights at the entrance of the subway come back into view and he can tuck it away. Only then he can relax, letting himself drag his feet as he walks. ]

Lots of things from games applies to life. I think I prefer games, though. Hurts less. You get second chances if you die.

[ Although having to repay the last two hours of a game several times every time you die also feels a little like dying itself. ]