[ it's good to hear you. kuro's one of the very few people who knows nazuna now--apparently, thanks to retrospec--that knew nazuna then. when he was cut off from kuro, he had been shy, but not silent. embarrassed easily, voice pitched higher every now and then, flustered and quiet, but not what it eventually became. the radio silence that nazuna left kuro in (and he's guilty, he's so guilty--can't believe he's talking to him) took time to develop.
nazuna has his words, now. he has a chance to fix things, to learn everything about kuro that he missed, why he looks that way, how he's doing. he can do whatever he wants to do, because there's no one controlling his strings, making him move like a pretty puppet instead of a human being. his life is happier, but seeing kuro still brings him that same, childlike joy, a candle lit in his chest.
that warm smile stays on his face, and nazuna reaches up to rub his eyes, trying to keep himself from crying. it's relieved maybe, happy definitely, and he sniffs, laughing a little. ] You can still call me that, if you wanna. [ "niichan" isn't so far off, after all. ]
We should--you're here, right? You're in town? [ and there's a little bit of hope, there, because he goes ahead and gives right into that want. they could talk on the phone like this for hours (did, when they were younger) but kuro often appeared at his window, and he's finding it's that he wants the most. ]
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nazuna has his words, now. he has a chance to fix things, to learn everything about kuro that he missed, why he looks that way, how he's doing. he can do whatever he wants to do, because there's no one controlling his strings, making him move like a pretty puppet instead of a human being. his life is happier, but seeing kuro still brings him that same, childlike joy, a candle lit in his chest.
that warm smile stays on his face, and nazuna reaches up to rub his eyes, trying to keep himself from crying. it's relieved maybe, happy definitely, and he sniffs, laughing a little. ] You can still call me that, if you wanna. [ "niichan" isn't so far off, after all. ]
We should--you're here, right? You're in town? [ and there's a little bit of hope, there, because he goes ahead and gives right into that want. they could talk on the phone like this for hours (did, when they were younger) but kuro often appeared at his window, and he's finding it's that he wants the most. ]