man that honestly depends on what order she gets memories in. if she gets ann being sweeter and their friendship first, murder's going to confuse her until she gets the full context. i think she'd end up regretting it some, but also seeing where her past self got the idea and how much that was just messed up, the whole circumstance. by contrast, if she gets murder first, then it'll run a little more sympathetic to her past self but then get mixed up over how much she cared until she can see the whole scope of things.

i think ann will end up being very important to her no matter what - she'll end up feeling like she'll carry the weight of that soul with her always - but how heavy it ends up being will rely on how much she can understand her past self's view. was she angry? yes. was it right? no. can she fix it? no. will she pray for her? absolutely.

it'll be a sensitive part of her memories she tucks away and holds close, i think, something she wants to learn from no matter what her opinion on killing will end up being. probably something very few ever learn about her, because she would never tell anyone the full context.

what's going to be a regain judah ends up having some kind of moment over? (please interpret this as you like.)