"I like her! She is fun! Fairy, Samurai, or whatever she is, this is going to be a blast!"

He is really enjoying her company, and spar buddies! But he is scared that she might see how unbalanced and unstable he is. Hell, since this is a relatively normal friendship he is afraid she might just up and leave for any number of reasons.

He also really wants to get some recommendations for good anime since there are a few people that are into that and he wants to try to get into it to try to better relate to people.