[It should be hard. Shuji is dumping Mista for something he didn't do: he should be upset and angry. The surrounding circumstances don't change that.]
I should've. I couldn't.
[Telling himself that it was okay if he couldn't talk to Mista about anything important in his life, that Mista would forgive him for a few white lies when he couldn't tell him the truth, that it didn't matter if Mista forgot how they got together or months of their relationship. Telling himself that he could still make this work and it didn't matter that he hurt and kept hurting.
He knew this moment was coming months ago.]
I don't know. I want - I want you to stay a little while more, you've been missing for too long and I thought I might not see you again- But I don't have the right to ask you that now.
[He's the last person who has the right to ask anything of Mista.]
I'm so sorry. I don't know what either of us should do.
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I should've. I couldn't.
[Telling himself that it was okay if he couldn't talk to Mista about anything important in his life, that Mista would forgive him for a few white lies when he couldn't tell him the truth, that it didn't matter if Mista forgot how they got together or months of their relationship. Telling himself that he could still make this work and it didn't matter that he hurt and kept hurting.
He knew this moment was coming months ago.]
I don't know. I want - I want you to stay a little while more, you've been missing for too long and I thought I might not see you again- But I don't have the right to ask you that now.
[He's the last person who has the right to ask anything of Mista.]
I'm so sorry. I don't know what either of us should do.