[ Kei repeats, sounding further impressed. The idea that Heigo would rather be hated than disappoint honestly fascinates him. He doesn't care if he disappoints anyone -- the expectations that anyone place on him can never be fulfilled completely. It's only a poor game that he's playing yet people buy it. He turns his face away so that he can chuckle to himself. Yet this person would rather be hated. ]
I apologize. I was actually laughing about myself, if I am honest. I'm a person that is constantly disappointing others in some small way. They don't ever fully realize it, of course, but it's happening. [ He smiles, but allows his expression to slip to something more contemplative as he realizes a smile may not be appreciated right now. ] So I honestly appreciate someone who cares so much about other's expectations to want to uphold them in such a large way.
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[ Kei repeats, sounding further impressed. The idea that Heigo would rather be hated than disappoint honestly fascinates him. He doesn't care if he disappoints anyone -- the expectations that anyone place on him can never be fulfilled completely. It's only a poor game that he's playing yet people buy it. He turns his face away so that he can chuckle to himself. Yet this person would rather be hated. ]
I apologize. I was actually laughing about myself, if I am honest. I'm a person that is constantly disappointing others in some small way. They don't ever fully realize it, of course, but it's happening. [ He smiles, but allows his expression to slip to something more contemplative as he realizes a smile may not be appreciated right now. ] So I honestly appreciate someone who cares so much about other's expectations to want to uphold them in such a large way.
You're an admirable person, Heigo Miyake.