You carry quite a burden, Heigo Miyake. Indeed, I would say that it is impossible to not disappoint at least one person that you know, but you've come to live by the perceptions of others in order to avoid it. No matter what, they will not be discouraged but you will not be able to live truly happily either.

[ Kei feels pleased with his decision to talk to this man. His indulgence has paid off in finding someone enthralling. He closes his eyes as he takes an actual drink of his scotch. Letting out a soft ah, he sets it down on the counter again. ] You're really interesting. I truly mean that, because ... you had to have disappointed someone once. Is that not so? You disappointed someone that you did not wish to, and decided never again.

[ It is his opinion -- he doesn't know how true it is. Perhaps, Heigo simply hates disappointment in general and never experienced it before. But that's impossible, isn't it? Because there is at least one person that Heigo must be disappointing, and that is himself. Is that not so? ]

Regardless, of what anyone says about you... that level of dedication is more than worth the drinks I have bought for you.